It's time to bid farewell.

Started this blog in English, so I guess it should end in the same way.

1..2...3....4.....9.....15. There are totally 15 out of 75 posts I wrote is all about someone . Today, the last post, which is also the 16th post dedicated to someone. Someone I once so darn obsessed with, someone once so cute, someone once so charming, the once immaculate one.

Well, didn't pluck up my courage to confess doesn't mean my love towards someone was doubtful, It wasn't, I was very clear about how I felt. How sweet it was every time you took a look at me, and how the air turned electricity the moment you smiled, how you drove me crazy, turned me a “flower idiot”. I shall never forget this.

Perhaps you don't know how I feel toward you, or perhaps you actually do. Which I think the fact is more of the latter. Anyway, it no longer matters. For I have already accepted the fact, we're of two completely different world. It was hard at first, was very reconciled to the fact that our gap isn't only big, but hugely vast. I tried, I tried to stay nearer, I tried to be a little aggressive, I tried to offer when you're in need, as in the sticking-plaster, remember? But, well, things obviously didn't work out in the end. No matter how hard we tried, oil and water will seperate eventually, don't they?

I might be a very filthy, sex-minded, lecherous guy in front of you all. I know. It's up to you to see me this way. What I can tell, seriously, I'm very clear and I know what love matter is all about. And that's exactly why I'm still silent about someone even up to now. The reason is harsh, but a fact it is that other than you being sexually appealing to me, we have nothing else in common. The way we communicate, the way I'm treated, the way.. everything. It seemed like I'm in love with someone who doesn't bother to give me a shit, not even as what a friend would do. That's what I felt. So the relationship is certainly not going to work out, well, even it does I'm very sure it ends in no time eventually. Subsequently, guilt, loneliness and self-condemnation are what left. I know it.

Because a couple it not all about its initial motive (as in sex)... Plain feeling is not everything, for we are talking about relationship between two individuals.

A successful relationship requires not only passion towards each other, it's more of how the two interact, how much they share in common, how willingly the two work for each other, how tolerable the two are, and most importantly...

fate... the paramount element indeed, isn't it?

I know part of my heart is always spaced for you, I too know... perhaps I'm just of no match, and our destiny is always not to be close together, in all ways.

Qlek's closing down. Thank you everybody who showed your support in the past, especially Siew Siew. love to moderate your comments, I know I am not alone whenever I see them. ;)

Sayonara.

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速度

有些事, 每个人都会经历; 不过这些事发生的速度往往因人而异; 有些人老早就体验得到, 而有些人刚刚经历一番, 当然也有一些人还在引颈长盼.

时间往往是成就一件事的关键导因.

随着光阴荏苒, 人类一步一脚印, 慢慢地, 越来越文明了.

处理, 对待, 解决一件事的手法就是文明最好的代言人. 除了莱特, 谁会想过飞机有起飞的一天; 没有贝尔, 热恋的情侣们该怎么解决相思之苦?

时间诞生的那一刻, 开启了人类通往文明的大门.

不过成功往往不在于时间, 而在于你. 你怎么想, 你怎么处理, 你就怎么成功.

有时候, 不知道的事情, 不代表不存在; 不代表不真实.

给自己一分钟, 想一想, 你把它看透了吗? 你有在思考吗? 你做的分析够透彻吗? 你确定你明白了事实的真相, 真相的全部了吗?

你要做个衬托花儿的绿叶吗? 还是, 有本事招来狂蜂浪蝶的花?

哈, 其实轮到你来选吗?

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The return of holy shit, wicked sick.

Can't really recall when it was I started to play dota. Even up to now, I still got pwned most of the time really badly, except one time, I was then playing thinker and for some reason I successfully massacred very single opponents, the sound of “ Holy Shit..! Double Kill! Wicked Sick.. ” is never forgettable. =D

However this “pro happening” was long ago and thereafter I reinstated to be the one being pwned. How sad, my friend asked me few days ago did I win games recently and I told him yes, but that's because I didn't feed and teammates were of pros. Pathetic hor?

But today, things gone differently. I was in an all random game, joining The Sentinel, and we are doing really well, slaughtering the opponents like mad. Then, the scenario happened next is no other than all the noob opponents left game one by one, leaving 2 there. And our side remained 5 players. It's obvious that we will win the game, so out of some peculiar reasons, I switch myself to the opposite team, just to see how good I am and perhaps I could turn the situation around and win the game?

The remaining players of the opposite team was a Tiny and a Slardar.



The boulder – Tiny.



I was then handling rooftrellen, for the first time.

Slardar was just a useless player and left the game after being killed shortly after I switched to their side. Thank god Tiny was smart and both of us teamed up and attempted to kill the seemingly stronger opposite side. We are both strength-based hero and I was surprised that we actually succeeded killing them without fail. 2 vs 4. It was awesome.

Items I bought were as follow (in sequence):


Phase Boots.

Comment: The reason I picked this up rather than boots of travel and power thread is because it adds damage and armor and simultaneously provides a decent movement speed, whereas power thread is 65ms only.


Radiance.

Comments: Certainly a must have for rooftrellen, it buffs up damage by 60 and as you can see, it has a bright burning effect that damages nearby units. Great for farming, and most importantly, kill stealing. By just standing beside while your teammates are killing can easily crown you a “Double Kill”, hahas.


Refresher Orb.

Comments: It is able to instantly refreshes all skills, which is great for my ultimate, overgrowth. Able to root players for twice, I find no reason to stop raping.


Heart of Tarrasque.

Comments: Bought this out of richness when the game was almost over. I guess this is expendable and getting an Assault Cuirass instead is a good idea as well.

That's all for my equipment. The equipments that brought back “ Holy shit, Double kill, Wicked sick.. ”. Haha, this is what making a home bird's day.

Holy Shit,

Double Kill,

Wicked Sick...

Ain't it still dinning in my ears. ;)

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Earth Hour, 愚昧!

28/3/2009, 熄灯一小时的一天.

相信很多人都知道这件事, 但究竟会采取实际行动的又有几个?

大大声提倡环保的人越来越多, 但真正有效的措施有哪几个? 再循环, 弃用塑料袋, 到今天的熄灯一小时. 对不起~ 我又要得罪人了, 不过, 老实说, 我觉得这种行为很好笑, 根本就是鸵鸟行为, 治标不治本.

目前全球最大问题非暖化莫属. 而造成暖化的是....? 对, 温室气体.

不过, 排放温室气体的是,... 灯? 你有种点头试看看...

阅过无数关于这一类问题的书刊, 不难发现其实最大的温室气体排放量来自化石能源的燃烧. 而化石能源的燃烧也正正涉及了我们生活的每一个部分. 随着人口的增加, 需求的暴增; 化石能源不停地被开采, 一天比一天快, 燃得越来越多, 很自然地二氧化碳含量节节上升.

化石能源的用途包括供电, 交通, 还有各种各样的塑料产品制作, 包括我现在按的键盘, 还有睡前常常忘记用的牙刷. 人们意识到化石能源的燃烧会造成如此的后果, 却仍像个鸵鸟一样, 睁一只眼, 闭一只眼, 不停开采, 不停地加工, 不停地赚钱. 等到了问题严重了, 才来熄灯... 那么一小时?

请容许我Sohai地笑.

也难怪, 现在说的是贪婪为本的人, 有利可图的资源, 更佳的生活水准; 全球暖化, 相较之下有那么值得关注吗?

谁愿意放弃现有的一切文明, 回归原始, 为的就是避免全球暖化. 你会吗? 我, 绝不会. 没有了化石能源, 就没有电脑, 手机, 椅子, bla bla bla.., 几乎等于什么都没有.

还有一点很重要, 没有化石能源的催化, 全球的经济肯定大衰退, 从此没有人交易电脑手机, 只有猪脑肉鸡. 所以说, 一切都已经注定了, 没有人愿意停止使用化石能源, 全球暖化只会越来越严重, 不要那么笨熄什么灯了, 才那一小时, 有屁用? 提倡环保, 让更多人醒觉? 对, 不否认的确有效, 不过谁会理? 就算理的会采取什么行动? 与其烦环保, 我相信更多人愿意烦汽油费. 就好象上面所说的, 你愿意放弃这一切吗? 你愿意回归原始吗?

在我来看, 我们应该趁地球毁灭之前, 尽情享受人生, 不要理会什么全球暖化, 反正一切已于事无补; 海平面上升淹没上海, 就由得它啊, 反正现在人口爆炸, 少一些人没什么不好的, 这是大自然的自然淘汰过程, 你以为人家空间很大哦? 狂生孩子, 不爽你重的时候, 几个浪潮扫过去就是了.

读过科学的人都知道生物与非生物之间唇齿相依的关系, 相信没有一项创造比这来得更令人赞叹; 我却不禁疑惑了, 地球里一切一切都有着互惠互利的密切关系, 那为什么人类又不能和大自然并存, 非要破坏其以利己?

其实, 我相信所有的事物都有双方面, 就好象牛顿说的:

Newton's Third Law of motion:
"To every action there is an equal and opposite reaction."

虽然我不相信有神, 认为宗教是一种落后的文明, 是以前人类用来寄托感情的方法, 免受畏惧和自我安慰的精神支柱; 但是我认同事物的诞生总有其了结的一天, 人类这物种也绝不例外; 而我相信全球暖化是了结的开端, 而熄灯一小时, 是末日的警钟.

尽管熄灯去吧, 别理我fat-ngap-fong. 明天约了朋友看戏唱K, 期待...

更新: 发现有人和我想法一致, 点我查阅

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